Aghhh, there was a time I totally loved deviantArt. But there are people who make it such an annoying place... >.<
Well Recently there were some things that really pissed me off. I know that they aren't that bad, but well, I don't like such things, so

DEAR DEVIANTS:

• If you allow to comment your work you allow also to criticize it.
• If you receive only comments about how beautiful your art it, it doesn't mean you're the best artist in the world...
  
• ..and also that there isn't someone who doesn't like something in it.
  
• And not necessarily if you want something exactly like it is - it must look good.
  
• If someone tells you about it, it's not necessarily his/her vision of your art.
  
• And even if it was, the comments are for commenting, dammit, not only for worshiping.
• Sometimes someone can have the beliefs that you don't like. But you have to deal with it.
• You shouldn't offend such person, because his/her beliefs are just as good as yours.
• So please stay mature in such cases >.<
• DeviantArt is a place for ART.
• Not everybody are good in drawing, but uploading other's works won't make you closer to anything.
• It's the art theft.
• Even if it's only a fragment of popular manga with your text in the bubbles to make it look funny.
• Or with some more other artists' works copied into it.
• Even if you're a great artist and someone who can't draw as good as you criticize something, you really should check if there's no mistake instead of lough.

>.< Yeah, I know. Just don't even ask.

Anyway, from more pleasant things. I started to translate Until Death Do Us Part manga into Polish, so I hope soon it will have more fans. I even created a website for the fans, but it's still kinda empty because lack of them.

I recently noticed that my English is just horrible O.o I'm fast, huh? But I really thought it was much better!

I so want to make something in team. With one person or more. Preferably for otheres, even for free. For fun. But. I don't have anyone with whom I could start such project. And I don't even have an idea what it could be. Maybe some website for some fandom or something. But everything is already created or there is not enough people in the fandom... Ah well nevermind, like I said, there is noone for my team.
IRL, sadly, situation is the same. I've never had many friends. For now I have 2 of them. One, my boyfriend, doesn't read manga, doesn't draw, well I can say that our interests are completetly different. My 2nd friend, LLP, of course, draws, reads manga. But she even haven't read mangas I love. And she loves mangas I don't read not mentiong she loves yaoi which I don't like.
So, I feel lonely. I can't speak about my interests with my closest friends.
And it's annoying there are yaoi fangirls EVERYWHERE, I mean I don't hate them or something, but I'd like to chat with person who completety understand my feelings, not constantly argue that chara which isn't gay- isn't gay.
Why I'm writing it here... Most of you probably will feel offended or something like that. If of course anybody reads this -__-"

Ah, anyway, something I made to make my Ukitake club at MangaBullet more alive. And I failed at it. It's still dead-like.
Here you are, Ukitake in the rain. Enjoy people.

Oh gawd, recently I discoverd once more what "irresistable" means. 2 fanarts, 1 devArt stamp, over 700 pictures seen on Photobucket and Google, downloaded software to take the screenshots from a movie, lots of videos downloaded from YouTube, about 20 avatars made from the best pictures I found... I guess it's the maniacal phase of my dear Cyclothymia ;D

Oh, I told about 2 fanarts before, so here you are, the second, better one:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish.
You are reserved, shy, cautious, and thoughtful.
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

I just diagnosed myself Cyclothymia. Yey.

My newest WIP. I have to say I'm positively surprised how it looks for now. And I'll correct her eye and hand later. But I didn't want her to be an Asian, why I can draw Asian only when the chara doesn't supposed to be Asian?


Anyway, I'm thinking about moving to Wordpress since nobody reads anything there nor here, but Wordpress account is kinda more free ;P

It would be surely Star Trek: TNG. It's all my brother's fault, he always liked it and I was watching this show with him and started to be a fan also :D


BTW, I finished my practical courses, one was in Sanok, that means mountains, far away from home, and the second one... agh this one was even worse. But I've finished them, so hurrey! But I hope I passed the tests I had to write after them orz

Dear people who reads my journal. This post contains mostly my fangirling at Wolverine, so if you're not interested please go to the last paragraph ;D



Oh gawd, several days ago I was in cinema and watched "X-man Origins: Wolverine", I really wanted to see it, because I love this character (to be honest- I know him only from the movies, I haven't read the comics) but I was afraid the movie itself would be horrible but it wasn't that bad. Well I have to admit, I really liked it :D But after 2 hours of fights and hurting one of my fav characters I wanted to kick some ass when we left the cinema XD It was a strange feeling.

Ah, Wolverine's fear of flying is so cute :3 And his hair cut was much better than in the X-man 1 and 2 :D And... You know, he's generally much better ;D




The last paragraph is below ;D

And one more thing, this time sad or me. Students in the whole Poland have now 2 weeks of their holiday and there are lots of the concerts. But I can't take a part in it, because we in geology have now the practical course in the mountains for a week and for a second some other practical course :( Ahhhh, I hate people who thought this time would be great for these courses :,(((
And when the window in my flat is open I can hear the concert which is near my location and I'm so upset.

Finally (after almost a year O.O) I started a drawing one of my friend ask me to draw. Firstly I wanted to draw it with pencil, but after recent short conversation about my digital drawing she decided I can do it with tablet so I started to work at it (3rd time I guess, but digitally first time ;D ). I think the results are suprisingly good for now ;)

Ok, Now I'm pretty sure I'll never finish this. Agh, I just wanted it to look great and the result is I can't finish it because I can't draw good enough to make it look like I want to :( I'm so agry at myself *cries* Happily there are things that really make me feel better, but about it I'll write later in this post. Now.. what I'm talking about? I totally can't finish this Ukitake pic I showed you several times alrerady. Below is the newest WIP screenshot :/



And now, the thing that really makes me almost constantly smile :D I found several pics with Ulquiorra with tomatos and I didn't know what it's all about, but now I know XDD



Geez I love it XD For those who don't know why it's so funny: This song is about tomatos, is from Hetalia and sang by Daisuke Namikawa, who is the voice of Italy there. But he's also the voice of Ulquiorra from Bleach who has totally different personality. But here some Japanese girl (?) made a great amv with Ulquiorra the tomatos lover XD I mean she showed him like that and I just can't stop smile when I'm watching this :D
And the second thing that makes me smile is Haruka Kanata, one of "Naruto"'s openings performed by Asian Kung Fu Generation. I totally love this song, it's so... joyful? XD Anyway, I need to listen to this song and some of The Mass Missile's songs, I just love this band ;)


*sings* Haruka Kaaanataaaaaaa 8'D

I wanted to divide my personal blog posts and those with sketches/wips/other junk so I created another blog on other blog platform. But it seems that dividing it is somehow impossible for me. But the important thing is I like LiveJournal but there I things that I don't like, for example the posting process, that's why I don't add the post so often. Well I'm considering moving out from LJ, but knowing me I'll just have several not active blogs ^^"
But do I really need a blog? Well nobody read it, right? :<

Well at least for now it's still my sketchblog, so I'll give you some little sketch I did recently.


Um, I know it's really simple, to be honest when I now think about it I recently don't draw much. Or rather- don't finish any art. Ooooh, I think the small depression is in the air :/ I have to fight with it before it started or I won't be able to draw anything at all for several weeks :< BUT I starded to think about some nice projects, I hope some people will join :)